Getting through the last two months of school the best I can. Ouff, I've been stressed. Internally stressed though... I've just become really good at purposely forgetting about responsibilities and putting things off in order to keep myself happy. It's good and bad I think. I know it's summative time, and I really need to be working extra hard.
I also have started running, and I think I really like it. It relieves a lot of stress I find! I've decided to be more committed to my body these days. Bikini season isn't too far away, and I swore to myself that this would be my year. Sadly enough, it hasn't felt like my year. My discipline needs some work for sure... But I know this for sure; This is going to be my summer. I am going to work my butt off, and finally do what I've been putting off for over a year. I'm going to get to a point where I'm 100% happy with my body. I owe it to myself. I need to apologize for all of the times I chose netflix over the gym, pop over water, and fries over a salad. I want to look back on stretch marks and say "lol u tried ttyl". Flippin' stretch marks. I honestly just owe it to myself to say "you did it... you actually did it!" I'M GOING TO BE HAPPY!! AND CONFIDENT. AND PROUD.
I'm so excited for that day. But I'm also excited to sleep. I'll write more about this rush of motivation tomorrow. Stay at it!